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Wed, 05 Sep 2007 04:25:37 GMT

it always creeps me out walking by emily dickinson's house at night
especially when there are lights on

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 00:53:49 GMT

I can't leave my house without getting hit on by a puppeteer

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:56:03 GMT

I don't believe in electricity

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 00:02:29 GMT

maybe i'll get my Ph.D in quantum...

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:40:05 GMT

so tomarrow i go back to school
sumation of my break:
lots of sitting around
wisdom teeth gone
visited knina in NYC
visited ardis in hartford
did two good photoprojects
read a lot
started learning to play the bass

i need a new boy
i was seeing this guy steve for about a month but now he's gone on a road trip to mexico for the next month or two
and so currently I'm trying to get over 3 different guys at once, I don't know if that makes things harder or easy but it sucks
and I'm bored, i need someone to entertain me
i want a musician next, that would be nice

and my teeth still hurt

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 23:15:14 GMT

no more linear algebra!

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 23:13:54 GMT

new favorite photographer

http://www.sokolsky.com/

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 17:03:32 GMT

my life hurts

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 00:22:54 GMT

today i found the new testament in my freezer

it was small and green

it's still there

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 02:41:58 GMT

so i'm still in northhampton and mostly a hermit

come visit me everyone!!!

i decided to devote my life to art for the moment

we'll see how this goes

i should probably devote my life to math instead....

stupid major

i died

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 00:09:16 GMT

so yea, haven't done this for a long time

went to guatemala, belize, and hondorus for a month with molly

now i live in northhampton and i start classes at umass tomarrow

thats about it

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:38:45 GMT

same old same old

still work at ritz

still with adam

winter is starting to get to me, but today it was so nice out I was outside taking pictures in a t shirt

i still need to apply to college, umass better take me

I'm probably hopefully going to europe with molly and also hopefuly carly (though i haven't talked to her since december) in 2 months, that seems so short, maybe more, we'll see

but i am going to a monster truck show tomarrow and I'm gonna wear my marlboro cowboy hat

yee-haw

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 22:26:12 GMT

i think i'm gonna be friends only from now on, so comment to be added

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:07:04 GMT

i have a job!

full time at the ritz camera in the soloman pond mall starting tuesday

i'm surprised what i learned in collage actually got me a job (2 semesters of black and white photo, o yea)

i get to develope other peoples film, this should be great, and after a while i get discounts which means i'm gonna get a camcorder for cheap, woot woot

cept this probly means i can't have a mohawk again or piercings, but o well

and i went for a 3 and 1/2 hr bike ride today down by the reservoir (where bikes aren't actually allowed, whoops), it was really nice, i got really lost, i came back and it felt like i was floating, then i took a shower

i'm getting chinese take out for dinner and then going to see a dance performance with jess

life is good (just right now, not all the time, just thought i'd clarify)

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 18:40:16 GMT

spray painting puppies

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 00:11:50 GMT

i'm starting to dress like a hippy a lot of the time, i think it's the summer that brings it out in me

i need to get a job, i've been home for a month, but hanging out with people is so much better

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 17:40:17 GMT

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

tuesday i went to a boston to see clit 45 and middle class brats with jess ben jeff wisemen and liz, it was so much fun, drunk punks are great

then yesterday after coming home from boston (me jess and ben stayed at lindsays) i went swimming with "neighborhood" peoples at the rutland ropeswing except *gasp* they cut down the rope swing cuz apparently someone broke his back (it was bound to happen, that thing was so dangerous, but thats just because it was so huge and fuckin awesome) so that made me sad cuz it was the best rope swing ever, but i still had fun swimming,first swim of the summer, but many more to come, then we went to leave and found out that someone had thrown a rock into derick's windshield. stupid people, i hate it when people do shit like that, even though i know some people that do for fun, but they're also just stupid assholes like the rest

then i went to worcester and hng out with more people

i am so beaten up right now, ok, list of woes:

~big scratch on my back and 3 scratches on my leg from climbing on rocks in maine
~black and blue on my lip (it used to be swollen) and another on my ankle from show
~ cut on my hand from broken glass (which i deserved)
~nic on my neck from when shaving cream can attacked me
~ bad sunburn on back

and yea

i wish i had a car

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 04:12:52 GMT

so i just got home from maine

my sunburn is tingling

we went to an island that was 2 miles by 1 mile, i ate good food, and woke up early and hikd and climbed on rocks and played my harp by the ocean

it was pretty sweet

now i really have to focus on getting a job and unpacking

i got my grades, i got a 3.469 which i'm so siked about cuz it makes up for my shitty grades freshman year, except .001 point higher and i would have made higher, but i guess it's just karma for getting a 2.01 1st semster when i needed a 2.0 to keep my scholarships

i'm gonna go slather my fried outer covering

lalala

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 20:37:14 GMT

so i'm playing the harp as background for nick's poetry on his new cd, and we rehersed today and it sounds great and i'm excited, there also might be someone beatboxing, also this guy that goes to the big music conservatory in boston that i can't think of the name right now said people are always looking for harps to collaborate with and can never find them, so i gave him my info and maybe i'll be playing gigs sometime soon, i should just put an add on craigs list or something, cuz i could play weddings and shit and it'd be great

i forgot to mention that me and jess made the game of life. it;s a concept we thought of last year but never did, it's a spinner with all different actions on it like drive sit eat art gleap etc... and when your bored you spin it and it tells you what to do, also the spinner is a tampon and a safety pin

and tomarrow i'm going up to maine with the family till sunday which should be nice, i'm bringing my harp and lots of book so i can just go sit by the ocean

i still don't have a job, hopefullly that will change sometime soon, but i really like this not having to do anything phase, it's real nice, but it wont be when i run out of $

yepyep

Mon, 30 May 2005 17:53:40 GMT

so last night i was at a party and a friend was using my cell phone, then this guy i don't know is like "can i see it" so i let him suspiciously and he then goes and calls his cell phone and is like "you just gavae me your number" and i'm all, what the fuck, thats so not cool, if he calls me i'm gonna bitch him out so bad

so anyway, i've been hanging out with a lot of good people lately, applied to about a million jobs but no one has called me back yet, and my parents won't let me use the car again cuz they do that all the time which sucks, seriously, anytime they get mad at me i can't use the car and tyhey get mad at me about once a week

o, and i'm excited cuz there's good shows the 7th in boston and the 22 here at the palladium, and the pixies are playing in boston again but the tickets are $40, and it will probably be a seated show, and since i still don't have a job i probably won't be going

so it;s really nice out today and i want to go hiking around but it's my sisters birthday so i hafta spend most of the day making her present (i'm sewing her a journal) and then going out to eat

o! o! and i found my music stand. u don;t know hpow happy this makes me, i've only been able to find half of it (different halfs) for a couple years. I need to play open mike at java hut sometime soon, i was aiming at this tuesday, but i think i might wait till next cuz i haven't been practicing

yep

Sun, 22 May 2005 21:45:27 GMT

so apparently my cat is well in NJ and they didn't cut off his balls and now he has a female cat he gets it on with all the time, i'm so proud

and tomarrow i'm going to stockbridge to visit people, molly is trying to stay for the summer which is great cuz i can visit, and i will

i applied a shitload of places for work but haven't heard back from any, i dyed my hair and i look so normal it's scary

probly going to java tonight for poetry, i still haven't seen the nick davis since i've been home, but o i will

yep

Thu, 19 May 2005 20:40:16 GMT

so i graduated, got my AA

i tryed dying my hair today cuz i need to look for a job. So sad, i might never have multicolored hair again, i'll probly dye it when i'm 80

but anyways, it didn't really work and now just looks like pink crap, so i'll go and pay money to have it done tomarrow

i miss my colors, i'm going to feel so normal

but i need a job

it needs to be nice and warm out

Fri, 13 May 2005 04:31:52 GMT

i don't wanna put all my stuff in boxes, i like it where it is

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:33:17 GMT

i forgot to mention in the last post that i did passover this year and didn't eat leavened bread for a week

go jews!

and yea, foucualt paper is my life, it is now "the mad artist and society" and due friday, then i have a paper a day till tuesday and i am done

had my last class today, really wierd, i really don't want the year to be over, at all

and i think i've decided in my year of being home to try to write a book, hopefully to be published, but i won;t get my hopes up

i don't want it to be the end of the year

i don't want to not see these people everyday

i don't want to live with my parents

can't it just be semester break again? or better yet, last year when all my friends were still here

please?

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 01:25:08 GMT

i have so much to do and no time to do it and i wanna be able to do other things

*pouty face*

so yea, draft for 15-30 pg paper due on saturday of a foucauldian analysis of artists in society throughout history, but i'm going to be busy all friday taking classes with the paul taylor 2 company (which should be AWESOME) and then going to see their performance, and then maybe seeing the rocky horror performance, and the saturday is the main mayfest day which i really want to be around for but will probably need to write, and then saturday night is "prom" which i want to go to but will probably have stayed up all friday night writting said paper and need to crash

poo

and then it's due the next thursday, and then i have 2 more 5 page foucault papers, 3-4 2 page anthropology movie papers (which i need to watch the movies for too), a 4 page dance papaer, and a 3 page health credit paper

so about 40-50 pages before i graduate

and i'm lazy